Birthday, a few weeks ago was telling a friend, that a birthday is something to be celebrated to thank God for brought us into this world at this time.
Since I have use of my conscience, I tried to live to the fullest, moving away from the drama, or trying to be as far as possible of it, enjoying every moment, alone or with company, when something unexpected comes out as a casual invitation to dinner or to go to see a tournament, or just hanging out at home watching TV, I try to take the time because it is never the same, no matter if you make the "same" for several days, there is always something new or different every day.
One of my best friends told me yesterday among other words "... never lose that smile and that incredible authentic way of seeing life,..." and I wonder: Is that I've seen so many things both here and there, moments lived, misfortunes, sorrows, disappointments, assaults, and countless times ... it makes me incredibly happy to see life so differently? away from the drama of society, leaving for me an endless comments towards others, by offering my friendship to those who deserve it or earn it by being genuine people; that I get the tatty little girl, with character and proud occasionally ? well, yes, and by that I do not want to take me on an altar, I am not holy to idolize me, I'm as imperfect as everyone in this world,what I DO try is always to make a difference wherever I am. Be transparent, without double masks, in my home alone, or with my family, friends, boyfriend, or people who I do not know, because I know that will mark their lives forever.
I always give thanks to God for the privilege of life, and everything that brings ... because of her I learned to laugh, mourn, and love, ignore and command respect, and respect. I love life, love my life.
